I know I’m random but I have thought about trying this for a while. I have got 6 fertilised eggs from someone who has chickens and a rooster (both needed to make an egg viable). I don’t know if it will work. I’ve got them in my warmest room and later (they have to settle… Read More Chicken mum to be.
I have read many negative comments regarding this new program that is scheduled to start on channel 4 tomorrow night at 9.15pm. I was reading the comments. There was one reoccurring comment which I would like to address because I see the view as rather old fashioned. Something along the lines of… think of the… Read More Strangers making babies – Channel 4, 23rd March 2021 at 9.15pm.
I tried to reset my sleep pattern yesterday. I attempted to stay awake most of the day and didn’t go to bed unt late on. I still laid awake all night without being able to sleep. I have monthly pains so it’s hard to settle anyway. The dull ache may not be that painful but… Read More I was tired but I didn’t sleep again. I can’t even reset my pattern.
I got told by my mother that someone left a Cadbury fruit and nut bar on her car yesterday while she was food shopping. That isn’t totally unexplainable because I heard that happens locally quite a lot. Someone does it regularly for whatever reason. This week has been rather random in general. I was at… Read More Random week.
I fell asleep during the day and didn’t wake up until evening again! I got a lot of things done while I was up though. I went for a walk as I haven’t been out in a few days. I did a load of washing, cleaned the toilet, changed my bed covers, made my dinner… Read More Well, today has felt odd.
I don’t think the effects of alcohol is helping because my head is still a bit spinning. I have a headache… it’s not a hangover but I did feel sick earlier. 8 bottles all in one evening wasn’t a good idea. I still have a sore eye which isn’t going away. I fell asleep most… Read More Sleep pattern can’t stay like this!
I had a few bottles of very weak percentage vodka and now I feel slightly drunk. But on a plus note, the alcohol content has made me extremely productive. I managed to wash my hair, get bathed and cook my evening meal all at the same time! The artwork I submitted didn’t get chosen for… Read More Let loose for the weekend!
I just feel too exhausted to so anything today. I can barely type this blog entry. I know that I can’t help it but I still feel guilty about not getting things done. I shouldn’t feel guilty. I fought it for years to get all my qualifications etc. I deserve a rest. I also feel… Read More I have guilt when I’m genuinely exhausted… even though I know I can’t help it.
I have been depressed for the last few days. I may have not helped that by accidentally forgetting my antidepressants twice in the last week. I just feel totally done right now. I cannot be bothered with life and literally get barely anything done. I’m always tired due to being unable to sleep at night.… Read More Depression time 😦
I’m watching the documentary now. I felt her death on a personal level when it happened last year. I stand by what I say about what I think led to her death. I firmly point the finger at the police, courts and the stigma that mental health carries in our society. I have seen the… Read More Caroline Flack documentary