Family are just as awful as the outside world. I fell asleep again due to mental exhaustion. Then my mother doesn’t talk to me again when I ring her due to inconveniencing her. I told her earlier that so was struggling. People act like we do it on purpose. I don’t want to feel like… Read More I’m fed up! Mental illness isn’t understood enough!!!

I am just tired of every day life. Surviving the prison of mental illness is sometimes too much. I wish that I would just fall asleep forever. I’m not even suicidal. I just can’t do existing any longer. It isn’t due to lockdown… it’s me. I’m constantly haunted by my past. I just can’t get… Read More Life feels like a chore I don’t want to do anymore.