I didn’t sleep most of the night.

I think I only slept for barely half an hour before waking up again. I’m too anxious to sleep. I really don’t want to go for the vaccination today. I have no choice now that myself and mum have appointments. I know that I booked it. I felt brave a week ago because it wasn’t for a week. Then as it has got closer I couldn’t concentrate on anything due to the anxiety being so sky high. I could not function since Tuesday. I’ve drank more alcohol than normal. I need sleep because I’m the one driving tomorrow. I couldn’t even go for my smear test and that was only at my local gp surgery. I don’t know how I ever thought that I could get the vaccination out of town.

Photo by Suzy Hazelwood