Dreams are weird and annoying now!

I dropped off with the cats earlier as I didn’t get up properly until late. I’m on a walk because I have been lazy for too long. I had one of those really vivid dream involving a treadmill where I actually ran (yes, nightmare on its own). Then I saw the person that keeps appearing in my dreams from time to time. I don’t know. It’s random and only occurs every few months. Yes it is probably trying to tell me something because of certain personal details regarding the individual. I’m still finding my way in life so not ready to be open about certain things at this point. There is no point for me to do this at the moment. I know that some people are like me in regards to being a let to feel things and can access peoples dreams without consciously being aware of it. The person that I screwed over could definitely do that whether she was aware or not. I swear that is why I am suffering mentally due to guilt after all this time. She still wants me to suffer and projecting it on me. She is who she is too. Please disconnect from my energy… this goes for anyone who is trying to link into it.

Author: Diary of a Painfully Shy Introvert

A blog written by a female diagnosed with Asperger Syndrome but suspected PDA in more recent years. Musings of a Trainee Battleaxe was created to not only create awareness of the PDA part of the spectrum; but also to educate the public hopefully creating understanding in order to stop future generations being let down and labelled negatively. Disclaimer: There may be parts of this blog which viewers may find upsetting as it contains accounts of real life events which have been quite traumatic. However, it is all to help create a sense of understanding and combat the fear surrounding all aspects of mental illness and Pathological Avoidance Syndrome (a very little understood part of the autistic spectrum).

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