Month: January 2021

  • Illness and depression seems to disable my brain cells :(

    I woke up depressed. I managed to sleep from about mid day to approximately 5pm. It’s not long but I felt better after waking up. I have tried to eat but my stomach started playing up again. I’m probably safer to just drink at the moment. I feel better after certain things happened. I’m not…

  • Depression hits like a brick wall at times.

    I’m lucky to have even dragged myself from my bed today. I just felt so down. I could have spent the day in bed but that wouldn’t have helped. I needed a drink of water because I was dehydrated. The cats also needed feeding while I was up. I’m half up. I just need to…

  • Very disturbed nights sleep.

    I don’t sleep well anyway… somehow tonight was so much worse than normal. I had a few alcoholic drinks to chill before I went to bed. I ended up with crippling stomach ache due to built up gas. It was so painful. I eventually fell asleep after the pain had dulled a little. I woke…

  • I slept earlier. Miracles do happen… also a comment on tonight’s episode of casualty.

    I’m awake at a stupid hour because I slept for a while earlier. I have a few things I’m going to cover today. I don’t think this will be a long entry though. I’m quite tired. I also posted a few times yesterday. I slept most of the day yesterday too so I was kind…

  • I wouldn’t have anxiety if things didn’t go wrong etc.

    I would be okay today if the washing machine hadn’t decided to pack up. I would be more relaxed if the carpet fitting had gone to a plan. The fact that I got let down by others not being able to fulfil orders etc and various carpet fitters being unreliable is exactly why it’s negatively…