I wouldn’t have anxiety if things didn’t go wrong etc.

I would be okay today if the washing machine hadn’t decided to pack up. I would be more relaxed if the carpet fitting had gone to a plan. The fact that I got let down by others not being able to fulfil orders etc and various carpet fitters being unreliable is exactly why it’s negatively affecting me. I’m sick of others not doing what they said they’re going to do. I know it’s not the easiest time to get things sorted. If I wanted my washing machine looked at by a professional it would probably take weeks due to lockdown etc. I have been making the place look better for at least 8 months now and it’s annoying when it still doesn’t feel like home due to various unfinished parts. I can’t function properly living in a mess!

Author: Diary of a Painfully Shy Introvert

A blog written by a female diagnosed with Asperger Syndrome but suspected PDA in more recent years. Musings of a Trainee Battleaxe was created to not only create awareness of the PDA part of the spectrum; but also to educate the public hopefully creating understanding in order to stop future generations being let down and labelled negatively. Disclaimer: There may be parts of this blog which viewers may find upsetting as it contains accounts of real life events which have been quite traumatic. However, it is all to help create a sense of understanding and combat the fear surrounding all aspects of mental illness and Pathological Avoidance Syndrome (a very little understood part of the autistic spectrum).

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