My standards will never be what is ‘normal’.

I’m trying my best here! I know that my cleaning and tidying doesn’t equate to the way normal people see it. I try my best given the sleeping pattern that I have right now. Apparently I need new bulbs in my lights because mine aren’t bright enough to see during non day light hours. I don’t see any issues but maybe I can see in lower light. The place is always a mess. It isn’t as bad nowadays but looks worse as the carpet for the living room is in the hallway waiting to be fitted. I can’t put it anywhere else due to the length. The photos I posted online doesn’t show the bits of carpet I cut wrongly. I will put all the photos as a single image on my networks but I thought collating them into one image would be easier. I have my Stanley knife now so I can patch the carpet. I know my way of living may seem a mystery to some people but it’s better for my autistic brain to understand and sort.