I have felt like this for a few days. I feel guilty that the virus hasn’t caused my death. I know that it is morbid but I think of all those that passed away who had family and were involved in important things. I’m still alive and don’t have a family or important job/role in… Read More Survivor guilt – pandemic style.
Both myself and the cats decided to spend most of today sleeping. We were all too comfortable and none of us had to get up today. I kept a drink of water next to me so that I didn’t have to get up for at least a few hours. Mimi decided to get up first… Read More Saturday snooze!
I barely slept last night. I kept waking up because I knew that I had to be up at an earlier hour this morning. I’ve done my earlier plans, now I’m on a walk after picking up my medication. It’s weird being out during the day light hours. I’ve not seen daylight outside for at… Read More I’m already up and out … yes I’m surprised too.
I can function so much better since I am actually sleeping properly. I get more things done because I’m not too tired to do every day things. I’ve nearly finished my TMA. The first two questions are in note form but as I have my extension I’m not going to rush finishing it. It turned… Read More I’m a bit better now.
I wasn’t going to go out for a walk today but got extremely bored. I went out for a short walk before my food shop was delivered. I walked up a steep hill realising that I was quite unfit half way up. I don’t walk every single day now and it shows. I never used… Read More Today has been chilled. Avoiding burn out.
Okay, I thought things couldn’t get any crazier but then the ‘anti-woke’ groups start evolving. I consider myself woke because I’m considering and accepting of all kinds of differences when it comes to people and issues in general. I think that those announcing their anti woke agenda are mixing politics with the tolerance of being… Read More Anti-woke….
I act like I’m coping just fine. I’m verging on the very edge of becoming alcohol dependent. I think that I may be causing myself damage at this point. I feel extremely sick tonight. It’s like a hangover but ten times worse. I have a splitting headache. The itchiness of my skin is driving me… Read More I’m not ok. I hide my pain with alcohol every single day.
I decided to pose the question regarding letterbox contact with birth families earlier today. I posted the same question in several of the groups full of parents that have had experiences with social services. There seems to be many that do not have contact via letterbox. Many of those had letterbox contact approved at the… Read More I feel slightly better about my own personal situation now that I’ve asked around. These are the things that I do know around the whole adoption process.
I woke up to snow today. I actually wasn’t even aware that it had snowed before I checked my social networks while half asleep. I had a local groups post pop up on my newsfeed saying that there was lots of snow in the park. Then I had a phone call asking me if I’d… Read More Snow day, reintroducing myself to exercise etc.
I’m chilling out for the whole day! I do not intent to be sober by this evening. I slept okay last night but got woken up by a nightmare and then the cat came to ask for food. I couldn’t get back to sleep. I have a few things to do but they don’t require… Read More I love the weekend!