I apologise if what I’m about to say frightens anyone. Those that know me will understand that I am normally blunt and straight to the point. There is absolutely no pleasant way I can put this point of view across without it causing some people to worry. I think we have lost the battle when… Read More I don’t want to scare anyone but I am going to say this regarding the virus.
I fell asleep which resulted in me getting up extremely late. I got up at 4pm after it was dark. I got a lot more than I thought I would though. I went for a walk after getting some milk and kitchen roll from the local shop. I did some of the housework despite huge… Read More I need to stop falling asleep during the day. Although, I got a lot of done unexpectedly.
The Social Workers Book of Dirty Tricks By Nick Y. Orchids Introduction Hi, I am Nick Y. Orchids and I am going to show you, the newly qualified social worker, how to deal with those annoying things in life such as parents, the law and how to earn yourself brucey bonus’s and brownie points too.… Read More This is borrowed but describes the reality of our ‘protection’ system perfectly accurately!
I just don’t want to even get up today. I found it hard enough to get cereal and take my medication. I have lots to do but no desire to even get out of bed. I keep thinking to myself that it’s the weekend so I shouldn’t feel bad for just wanting to go back… Read More Daylight hours are hard… being awake is harder.
I woke up at 4am this morning after only 3 hours sleep at the most. I decided to get up eventually because I just couldn’t get back to sleep. I’ve been awake all day and not had chance to even nap because of being out sorting stuff for Christmas. I’m still not finished for the… Read More It’s felt like a very long day which isn’t over yet!
I got this photo of my dad flash up on social media (on this day thing which fb brings up). It’s from 9 years ago just before he passed away aged 62. He looked fed up with his illness. This was taken by me at a family lunch out with mums side. I was living… Read More This was my dad. This post seems appropriate on the year of covid 19 despite losing him a decade ago.
I am extremely stressed out. I managed to have a few hours nap this afternoon. I’m still not in a great mood as it was a choice between sleep and getting things done. I now have to catch up with things. I got the carpets delivered today but the bigger one is stuck in my… Read More I’m stressed.
I arranged the carpets to be delivered today but I am extremely anxious. I didn’t sleep all night due to anxiety. I’ve picked my skin and bitten my lip so I’m feeling sore too. I don’t want to do anything but sleep today but I can’t do that until I know the delivery will get… Read More I can’t do anything due to crippling anxiety….
I just got back from a long walk. It felt much more difficult when you’ve barely slept. I only planned to go for a short walk but kept walking to the next town and back. I have extremely swollen ankles due to hormones. I have to do some form of exercise before my monthly as… Read More Long walk, very tired as barely slept.
I shouldn’t be falling asleep constantly because I’ve had enough sleep. I admit that I did wake up in the middle of the night and couldn’t get back to sleep. I sorted out the carpets because I decided to order them while I couldn’t sleep. I just have to find a fitter after they’ve been… Read More I can’t stay awake right now. I have productive insomnia though.