I woke up at 4am. I never got back to sleep so I was up by 6am. I went for a walk to check if the wandering cat was a place where apparently someone was feeding random cats. I didn’t find him and also checked the bushes in case he did pass away somewhere. There… Read More Another early morning.

I woke up at a stupid hour feeling down. It’s amplifying how I constantly have kept feeling for a long time. I don’t feel that I deserve anything I have in my life. That I’m not a good enough person to have a reasonably comfortable life nowadays. I was an awful person in my past… Read More I feel like I don’t deserve anything.