Month: October 2020

I went for a walk this evening. There is a pub in town that has been empty since 2016. The place is about £600,000 due to there being about 4 bedrooms upstairs. There is land around it too. I always imagine turning the place into a gothic/emo themed place. There isn’t any bar like that…

I used my hours of insomnia to study my OU module. I cannot balance things any other way. The current way I’m dealing with studying hours is far from practical. I cannot do any better at the moment. I feel like I’m clinging on to a wall by the tips of my fingers. I’m desperately…

I don’t want to appear ungrateful, that is why I’ve put up with certain things for so long. I just mentally can’t do this normal weekend routine any longer. I feel like it’s mum always snapping her fingers and expecting me to be at hers for dinner. It’s difficult as I feel like I’m a…

I can read tarot cards for aspects of life. I asked the cards ‘what is my future?’ The cards generally predict the next six months. I don’t like the cards which were drawn: present: ace of swords reversed, hopes and fears: 3 of wands reversed, obstacles: the queen of swords and future: knight of wands.…

I don’t rate today that highly because I haven’t even been out for a walk due to the awful weather. I haven’t been for a walk in two days. I feel quite enclosed in four walls after that long. I doubt that I’m going to sleep tonight… again. I haven’t done a lot today. I…