I probably shouldn’t even class it as sleeping at night because I actually didn’t sleep until early this morning. I just couldn’t settle down or even relax. I’m so close to just cancelling the new carpets because I don’t feel appreciated as a person by the landlords. I’m not leaving things like that behind when I move to people who don’t see me as an equal or worthy of even being added to Facebook. I know that others don’t see why these things are such a massive deal to me. If they’d had to fight their way to being an equal after being in the care system as an autistic adult they’d know exactly why these insignificant things are issues for me. It’s a huge hassle that I personally do not need in my life right now. I will have to move all my furniture from places like the living room before the carpet is put down. There is loads of stuff in that room. I’ve had enough of being taken for granted and looked down on by others. I may not have a paid job but that doesn’t mean I’m lazy and don’t make an effort in life. I don’t do whatever I want. I’m definitely not a sponger either. I made this place look better for myself because the cat damage was getting on my nerves. I have done enough to here now. I don’t think I should do carpets for people who probably think I’m scum due to who I am as a person. I’m stating my boundaries now.