I’m busy. And, not as naïve anymore.

I’m not being stubborn but I have absolutely no time for those who now look down on me. I have a long list of things to do over the next few months. Even if I wanted to make time for others I couldn’t because I have too much on. I’ve also decided that I’m going to be harder on others now. Those that appear to look down on me or appear unfriendly towards me will be ignored, avoided and added to the last of my priorities. I’m absolutely not interested in trying to beg for acceptance any longer. If you make yourself too freely available then you get no respect from others. I don’t come for free. I’m not a person that will be at anyone’s beck and call. I lost everything in life through being that way in the past. I’m not interested in the excuses of others. I just not interested whatsoever. I won’t cooperate with those that don’t see me as an equal. They can all wait until it’s convenient for me. Sometimes it may not be convenient so it just won’t happen. I’m setting my terms down whether others like it or not. I don’t like being treated as an option. I don’t like being ignored the majority of the time until I exist when others want something. I’m not as naïve as I used to be, I’m on my own, no one else will help me out unless they’re getting something out of it. As soon as I’m not needed they discard me.