Month: October 2020

  • The nights are so long when you’re in a bad place mentally.

    I feel like I want to escape again. I don’t know where and probably not going anywhere at 6am but it doesn’t stop me feeling like the walls are closing in on me. I need to get away from all the every day life stuff. If I slept better it would help. I’m tired but…

  • Another national UK lockdown is approaching … nooo!

    I heard that there was another UK national lockdown on its way earlier. I am so fed up with the current circumstances. I know that I’m not the only one. It’s annoying for those of us that have been doing what is required for months. All the provisions that we have taken, all the sacrifices…

  • Stressful day :(

    I ended up waiting until late afternoon for my new bed to finally be delivered. Then we had to put it together which took another hour. I need to ring them up again tomorrow due to issues with some of the feet. I can’t leave it like that due to it putting stress on the…

  • Pre anxious— yes this is real!

    I have my bed being delivered tomorrow and I’m already anxious. I have been anxious about it for a few days. Pre anxiety is definitely a thing. It’s a nagging feeling, unlike full blown anxiety. Pre anxiety makes insomnia worse and has made me feel on edge for days prior to any plans. I’ve also…

  • I feel awful and sleep isn’t happening again :(

    I can’t sleep again. Insomnia is one of those irritating issues that doesn’t go away easily. The battery in the smoke alarm needs changing so that beeping isn’t helping matters. It doesn’t do it all the time but has decided to remind me every few minutes at a stupid hour. I need to get it…