I went for a walk this evening. There is a pub in town that has been empty since 2016. The place is about £600,000 due to there being about 4 bedrooms upstairs. There is land around it too. I always imagine turning the place into a gothic/emo themed place. There isn’t any bar like that… Read More A brilliant idea… apart from the fact I lack funds.

I used my hours of insomnia to study my OU module. I cannot balance things any other way. The current way I’m dealing with studying hours is far from practical. I cannot do any better at the moment. I feel like I’m clinging on to a wall by the tips of my fingers. I’m desperately… Read More This is the best I can do right now.

I don’t want to appear ungrateful, that is why I’ve put up with certain things for so long. I just mentally can’t do this normal weekend routine any longer. I feel like it’s mum always snapping her fingers and expecting me to be at hers for dinner. It’s difficult as I feel like I’m a… Read More I don’t want to do this anymore.

I can read tarot cards for aspects of life. I asked the cards ‘what is my future?’ The cards generally predict the next six months. I don’t like the cards which were drawn: present: ace of swords reversed, hopes and fears: 3 of wands reversed, obstacles: the queen of swords and future: knight of wands.… Read More Prediction of the future using tools isn’t always a positive skill.

I don’t rate today that highly because I haven’t even been out for a walk due to the awful weather. I haven’t been for a walk in two days. I feel quite enclosed in four walls after that long. I doubt that I’m going to sleep tonight… again. I haven’t done a lot today. I… Read More Thanks for all the Birthday messages. / Today has been okay. 5 out of 10 for a birthday.

I’m frustrated about what is currently on the news here in the U.K. Our government has no logic when dealing with this pandemic. They have huge areas built which they refer to as nightingale hospitals. The Covid cases can be taken out of the main hospitals by placing them there. Routine operations, appointments etc do… Read More This is how to deal with the virus outbreak… ignore the government because they have no logic.

I’m 33 tomorrow! I was only a teenager not long ago… time has gone too fast! I can’t sleep again. I had an hours sleep earlier but then have been awake for the rest of the night. I seem to do that every night recently. I suppose it’s better than no sleep. I sleep for… Read More It’s my birthday tomorrow!

As many of you know I am a member of various groups via social networks. This wasn’t said to me but appeared on a groups conversation via my newsfeed. The woman in the group said that she knew of parents that have had their children placed for adoption and I doesn’t just happen. Basically saying… Read More Another comment upset me.

I’m typing this quickly because I’m quite busy today but this is important. The app does actually work. I got a notification earlier saying that, wherever I had signed in recently, someone has tested positive for Covid 19. I got a notification after that telling me that I didn’t have to self isolate due to… Read More The app works :)…

I can’t be the only one who feels overwhelmed by things at the moment. The news is so depressing when it comes to the virus. As someone who is intuitive I’m naturally tuned into the general feeling of conflict out there. I try to chill by telling myself I don’t have to worry about things… Read More Overwhelmed by the outside world right now / Asperger syndrome assumptions that aren’t correct.