Month: September 2020
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Decided to continue open university due to limited options.
I looked into the options regarding open university module cancellation. I discovered that it is too late to cancel both the module and the student loan. I’m therefore deciding that reluctantly I’m going to do this module. If I do manage to pass again (should do because it’s still a similar level to last years…
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Long day! Sleep shouldn’t be an issue tonight.
I should sleep quite quickly tonight. I went for a two hour walk after I got up. I carried my two shopping bags back home. I cleaned the bird poop off of my car. I vacuumed around my flat. Then I painted the second coat of paint on one of the walls. I was using…
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I need to get away!
I feel trapped in the same situation / place right now. It’s making me unsettled and now I’m unable to sleep again. I don’t think my bed is helping as it’s broken which makes it increasingly uncomfortable. It has always been hard anyway but now it’s broken the hardness is causing me pain. I wake…
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Now I’m awake again… questioning my current decisions regarding my future.
I fell asleep straight away with no issues… I then had to get up for the toilet which has woken me up. I woke up hungry too. I’m not eating anything yet because it’s too early after waking up at 5am. I don’t want to lay here doing nothing so here I am. I keep…
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Sleeping is difficult at the moment.
I have always had sleep issues due to my autism. I just can’t sleep at all properly at the moment. I constantly keep waking up. I got woken up by the cat after only falling asleep an hour ago. I need to stop drinking alcohol every night. That habit makes sleeping harder. I’m getting fluid…