I feel trapped in the same situation / place right now. It’s making me unsettled and now I’m unable to sleep again. I don’t think my bed is helping as it’s broken which makes it increasingly uncomfortable. It has always been hard anyway but now it’s broken the hardness is causing me pain. I wake up with backache whenever I do manage to sleep. I have to spend money on other things before I can afford to replace my bed. I never get any proper rest before having to get up to complete the decorating. I’m not doing it on my own but lack of energy makes it feel stressful. I find it stressful just being awake if I’ve had barely any sleep. I feel like I will go insane if I don’t get away from here. I need a change from the repetitive tasks!