There are certain times where it is impossible to not think of someone you’ll always care about despite the situation that they want you out their life so much that there is an order via a court to enforce the point. The other persons birthday is one of those days when I simply can’t forget… Read More The feelings that I continue to deny occasionally are too hard to forget.

I found out bad news in regards to the horse last night. I heard that it got hit by a motorcycle. I was trying to avoid it causing any accidents by reporting it as quickly as possible after I saw it. I also posted a message on my social media (apart from my Instagram) at… Read More I know I’m being lazy but I feel like it!

I had a lot to do over the last few days. The haunted doll is settling in without any issues. She has a lovely energy. I’ve felt quite calm since she arrived. I was petrified about the prospect of owning a haunted doll but it’s not got a negative energy and nothing frightening has happened.… Read More I’m back after a few days break from blogging!

I had a phone appointment with my gp today. I was told that my scan results were normal. I asked about the cyst noted on my ovary. Apparently cysts are classed as a normal result. The cyst apparently can’t cause pregnancy symptoms which the scan also confirmed that I wasn’t. The symptoms I’m experiencing don’t… Read More Telephone gp appointment wasn’t helpful. / meet my new haunted doll!

I wasn’t even able to wake up today. I just hate life right now. I woke up in this mood. It’s one of those days leading up to that time. I get really down two weeks before. I still have things to do which involves housework so not too keen on doing those things. Both… Read More Nightmare day 😦

Apologies for the lack of posts over the last couple of days. I have been extremely busy. Then I got tired so I caught up with some sleep. I needed a long sleep to catch up with the hours that I lost to insomnia. I feel a lot better. I even woke up full of… Read More I have been busy and resting.

I looked into the options regarding open university module cancellation. I discovered that it is too late to cancel both the module and the student loan. I’m therefore deciding that reluctantly I’m going to do this module. If I do manage to pass again (should do because it’s still a similar level to last years… Read More Decided to continue open university due to limited options.

I should sleep quite quickly tonight. I went for a two hour walk after I got up. I carried my two shopping bags back home. I cleaned the bird poop off of my car. I vacuumed around my flat. Then I painted the second coat of paint on one of the walls. I was using… Read More Long day! Sleep shouldn’t be an issue tonight.

I feel trapped in the same situation / place right now. It’s making me unsettled and now I’m unable to sleep again. I don’t think my bed is helping as it’s broken which makes it increasingly uncomfortable. It has always been hard anyway but now it’s broken the hardness is causing me pain. I wake… Read More I need to get away!

I fell asleep straight away with no issues… I then had to get up for the toilet which has woken me up. I woke up hungry too. I’m not eating anything yet because it’s too early after waking up at 5am. I don’t want to lay here doing nothing so here I am. I keep… Read More Now I’m awake again… questioning my current decisions regarding my future.