Month: September 2020

  • I made a huge mistake coming back to this area.

    I can’t settle here in this area mentally. There’s too many awful memories here. Right from school to my sons adoption. I was a fool to think that I could ‘make it work’. I simply cannot deal with the memories here. I never wanted to return. I merely returned under duress as it was a…

  • I’m not well… comments don’t help me feel better.

    I went over my mothers to get the length of my trousers altered. I started off with a migraine and a cold this morning. I have a cold cup on my forehead as this takes away my headache. I get told that I’m getting a fat belly and I need to lose weight. Thanks. I…

  • Sleep is such a difficult task.

    The fact that I cannot sleep at night is starting to stress me out a lot. I find it hard to get things done during the day due to feeling exhausted. I wish that I could just sleep normal hours rather than waking up every few hours at night. I have a migraine due to…

  • This is how I see my life.

    I’ve had people ask me why I live in a certain way. I am going to describe how trauma from the past works. Regardless if some of the actions in the past wasn’t my fault… I still blame myself. I started to intentionally deprive myself of positive things in life a long time ago. I…

  • One of those days… but I’m fine!

    I went for a walk tonight after getting a few bits and pieces from the shop. I fully recommend hanging bags on your arms as they make handy substitute arm-strengthening weights. I have more toned arms since I’ve been carrying things around with me on my recent walks. I regret wearing my wedges, which I…