Month: August 2020

I have sleep issues on a normal night. The heat last night was beyond ridiculous though. I dropped off for barely an hour before waking up sweating again. I couldn’t settle for hours. We didn’t even have the thunderstorms here. It was lovely and quiet. The heat was just disturbing. I don’t know if I…

I have found today’s heat too much. I can’t even think straight at the moment. I spent half the day in bed because I couldn’t stand the heat as soon as I woke up. It’s too humid! I literally keep getting stuck to things. I didn’t go for a walk today. I feel fat because…

I went for a shorter walk today to get away for a while. I just have to get out of the house for a bit because I have a lot to do when I get back. Mimi, the cat, came in to have her food and threw up over two carpets. She didn’t seem bothered…

I got called mad for walking 5 miles to the local supermarket in the next town and back. It’s hot but I’m not affected by this heat. I like the warmth I find it okay as I’m normally naturally cold due to my anemia. I don’t like the thought of winter or even autumn. That…

I absolutely hate every single day of my existence. I’m always tired, stressed and cannot deal with life. I feel overwhelmed by just existing. I can’t find enjoyment in anything that I used to do. I literally wake up feeling resentful towards another day. I know that it’s selfish to not be grateful for being…