I found my test results uploaded to my online account. They didn’t inform me at the appointment but it’s noted that there was a cyst on my left ovary. Well, that explains a lot. These things secrete hormones alongside the ones that are already floating around in your body. This explains why I felt pregnant… Read More I’m slightly closer to finding an answer.

I find it difficult when I get asked out by men. I literally feel horrible for brushing it off. I am nice about it. I just say that I prefer being single. I can’t say that I don’t want to start seeing them as it infers that it’s something about them. It’s definitely me. I’m… Read More It’s definitely not you, it’s definitely me!

I went to my appointment for the ultrasound scan. There is no structural issues eg. Fibroids or abnormalities within my womb. I got told that my womb was reverted though. I already knew this from when I was previously pregnant. They couldn’t find Jonny on the dropper thing on my first appointment so I had… Read More Well, I’m still none the wiser.

I got up at a decent time today but I got tired after doing just a few things. In all honesty, the place is a mess. I made an effort. Exhaustion is making me feel heavy and overwhelmed. I took my cat out of my bed so that I could go back in there for… Read More Cold, tired and everything is a mess.

The heat has got too much. There’s no cooler air outside despite the thunderstorms having gone through. This kind of heat has gone on too long now. I went to put the bin out, the wandering cat followed me in. He was sprawled out by our door. I know exactly how he feels but it’s… Read More I cannot take the heat!

I have sleep issues on a normal night. The heat last night was beyond ridiculous though. I dropped off for barely an hour before waking up sweating again. I couldn’t settle for hours. We didn’t even have the thunderstorms here. It was lovely and quiet. The heat was just disturbing. I don’t know if I… Read More Tough night …

I have found today’s heat too much. I can’t even think straight at the moment. I spent half the day in bed because I couldn’t stand the heat as soon as I woke up. It’s too humid! I literally keep getting stuck to things. I didn’t go for a walk today. I feel fat because… Read More The U.K. government’s lose weight campaign.

I went for a shorter walk today to get away for a while. I just have to get out of the house for a bit because I have a lot to do when I get back. Mimi, the cat, came in to have her food and threw up over two carpets. She didn’t seem bothered… Read More It’s hot today, having a break for an hour.

I got called mad for walking 5 miles to the local supermarket in the next town and back. It’s hot but I’m not affected by this heat. I like the warmth I find it okay as I’m normally naturally cold due to my anemia. I don’t like the thought of winter or even autumn. That… Read More Yes … I’m probably a little mad.

I absolutely hate every single day of my existence. I’m always tired, stressed and cannot deal with life. I feel overwhelmed by just existing. I can’t find enjoyment in anything that I used to do. I literally wake up feeling resentful towards another day. I know that it’s selfish to not be grateful for being… Read More I just need to get away from life.