I didn’t sleep well last night. I probably shouldn’t have straightened my hair about 2am in the morning but I made that choice. Then I couldn’t sleep until at least 4am. I was then woken by my cat at half 5. I haven’t been able to get back to sleep since. I feel like I’ve… Read More Cold and tired 😦

I have tried to do as little as possible today because I’m tired. I made myself go for a walk earlier because I needed fresh air after being inside most of the last few weeks. I was starting to look more pale than normal. I don’t think I’ll ever have a normal life. I simply… Read More This is my life… bizarre is an understatement.

I have finished some parts with help from my Mother. I’m not sure about the hallway cream because they seem quite patchy. It isn’t easy to paint cream colours but as it’s rented accommodation I’m trying to stick with neutral colour schemes. The other one is a lavender colour. I have sore dry hands from… Read More The painting progress so far…

I managed to do two full walls of paint with the roller today. I am used to painting as we have been doing each room. I just never got that fast until today. The first coat is on both walls. The second is due to be put on tomorrow. That will be my job again… Read More Marathon painting today.

I used to be the opposite of what I seem to have become. I’m always too tired to exercise which has materialised into no motivation. Exercise seems harder than it used to be when I carried less weight. I see lots of clothes that I cannot fit into and that is depressing. I never had… Read More Too lazy and no will power when it comes to weight control.

Today didn’t start off well due to the supermarket messing up my delivery. This meant that I have no proper food for the week. I have all the other things that I remember ordering apart from the food items. I’m 99% sure that I ordered them. I added the food that didn’t get here to… Read More I’m just stressed and upset.

I’m sure that I can’t be the only one that gets overwhelmed enough to cry. I haven’t actually cried yet. I have felt like crying over the last week during the late evenings. I’m not just a ‘hormonal’ woman. I have so much to sort out. That means spending more time around other people. I… Read More Overwhelmed enough to cry?

I have managed to get many things done today, despite those achievements, I still feel that I simply haven’t done enough. I emptied the wardrobe with the intention of clearing it out (getting rid of everything that I’m never going to use or wear again). I’ve left all the things on the floor. Then it… Read More Is my BEST enough?

I have not blogged for a few days because it has been a crazy long week. We have been painting the flat this week. I feel tired due to rushing around earlier and not sleeping much last night. I popped the shop at lunch time only to discover that I had mislaid my debit card.… Read More Long week!

I have laid here for hours unable to sleep. I’m worn out and have to be up earlier every day this week. There’s no way that I can stick to plans if I haven’t slept. I feel rough anyway. I haven’t had my monthly as expected yet. It should have come on four days ago.… Read More Sleeping is impossible tonight.