Blog readers that joined us last year may remember me stating my theory on repeated numbers. This conflicted with the traditional belief that they were lucky amongst the spiritual community. I kept my mouth shut after that because I didn’t want to go against the grain of the rest of the community. This year has… Read More My theory of repeated numbers makes more sense recently.
I haven’t been out of the house for a few days because I was doing the decorating with my mother. I’ve had to go for a walk even though I’m probably not dressed right for the weather. It’s hotter than I thought it would be. I have a few bits to get on the way… Read More I need a break ;/
I have struggled for a long time with depression, my autism and the affects of trauma. I know that my flat got a huge mess. It looks like I haven’t even tried but I did attempt it. Depression causes constant tiredness. Trauma causes a persons brain to lose some functioning. Tasks that once felt easy… Read More I have been struggling but I’m not lazy.
I won’t be blogging for at least a few days because I seriously need to sort out my flat. I have my orders from my mother that certain things need to be done before she commenced helping me with the decorating. I feel unable to settle at just the thought of the tasks that need… Read More I can’t blog for a few days.
I’m not up properly yet. I’ve managed to get up to take medication, get breakfast and go the toilet. I went back to bed because I just can’t function yet. The lump around the bite on my head isn’t helping. It’s still quite sore due to being swollen. It’s less painful but spread across to… Read More Hard to function properly today 😦
I try to clean up my flat but it never seems to get any better. I feel like I can never catch up. I feel overwhelmed. I just can’t ever get properly organised. I just spilt tea all down me while typing this post. I’m sat here chilling out after washing the cats bowls. Then,… Read More Stressed.
I have been bitten by many bugs in the past. I have been bitten by mosquitos several times throughout my life. I have never had a reaction to a bite. Then I got a mosquito bite last night. I woke up with a visible bite on my forehead. It just seemed like a normal bite… Read More Small bugs can cause huge issues.
Two out of the three blood tests that I was given Tuesday have came back abnormal. I have to speak to the doctor about one of them according to their computer system. The other one I’ve seen many times which points to being anaemic again. The doctor who ordered them has noted that they were… Read More Test results came back abnormal 😦
I have gone on a long walk after getting up late. I have housework like vacuuming that I don’t like doing (noise is too loud) waiting for me at home. I can’t leave it too many days due to cat hair, my hair and random bits ending up inside which the cats bring in on… Read More Avoidance is at its highest level today.
I know that I’ve been saying that I’m happy and settled. That has mostly been true. The reason I was contented is something that I kept hidden for a while. I was relying on alcohol every night to make me feel that way. Albeit it’s only about four small bottles of wkd a night …… Read More This is how I truly feel about life right now. TW: covers addiction.