Confused, tired and awake at a stupid hour.

I’ve just finished an open university unit. I’m still awake at a stupid hour. I’m confused with whether we are required to do the last tutor marked assignment because we were told that our electronically marked assignment was cancelled due to covid-19. They’ve changed the wording to TMA04 in some places but it still refers to the ema in other parts of questions and advice article. I will get it confirmed at the next online tutorial in a few days. I’m too tired to do much at the moment. I’m hoping that I get some sleep tonight but my sleep pattern is a complete mess since the lockdown. It wasn’t great before the lockdown. I didn’t think that it could get any more erratic but I think that I’m more nocturnally programmed now than pre lockdown. The cats even go to sleep before me. They are nocturnal creatures. I’m worried about the virus. That is something we are all probably worrying about right now. I am afraid of accidentally catching it or losing people who are friends or family. I don’t want to be dramatic here but there are going to be so many lives affected by the virus deaths. In some respects, things won’t be the same for many people that lose loved ones to this outbreak. It’s hard to settle for all of us right now because there are so many things unknown about the future. The current circumstances have taught us that we take far too much for granted. I’m hoping that permanent changes happen as a result of the current circumstances. I would like to see us being kinder to each other, society to be more flexible for those of us with disabilities and changes in the structure to how we live our lives. There has to be a revolution which is positive after this unprecedented situation.