The days are rolling into one. And, random annoyances.

I am starting to feel like every day is continuously running concurrently with each other. I have an erratic sleep pattern but the lockdown makes it feel more stressful. People are awake at all hours because they aren’t working due to the circumstances etc. I end up talking to others online at a stupid hour. I haven’t slept until 4am or later the last few weeks. I don’t wake up until after midday. I went for a long walk earlier today.  I needed a break from inside. I also had enough of the issues with my washing machine. It seems to have thrown up the normal error and even after being off a few hours still refuses to work. The motor goes on but the various functions don’t work. I’m leaving it off until morning. I am hoping that by then the computer system has started working again. If it doesn’t then I will need to make alternative arrangements for washing my clothes until I either get it fixed or replaced. The lockdown is probably going to cause that process to be longer than normal. I can’t get into the machine myself because the entrance to the pipe it’s complaining about is at the back. I’d have to move it before being able to get into it.  Then it says that it is too full. It definitely wasn’t too full but the washing is heavy due to being wet which probably confuses the programming. I’m probably going to take half of it out then it can’t throw up the e40 error.

Author: Diary of a Painfully Shy Introvert

A blog written by a female diagnosed with Asperger Syndrome but suspected PDA in more recent years. Musings of a Trainee Battleaxe was created to not only create awareness of the PDA part of the spectrum; but also to educate the public hopefully creating understanding in order to stop future generations being let down and labelled negatively. Disclaimer: There may be parts of this blog which viewers may find upsetting as it contains accounts of real life events which have been quite traumatic. However, it is all to help create a sense of understanding and combat the fear surrounding all aspects of mental illness and Pathological Avoidance Syndrome (a very little understood part of the autistic spectrum).

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