Awake at a stupid hour :(

I didn’t get to sleep until stupidly late. On a positive note… the washing machine is working after I spent the majority of last night separating everything to get the loads less heavy. One load has just spun and the other has been drying for a few hours. I woke up about half 6 this morning. The cat was a bit hyper running around chasing his sister. He has finally fallen asleep on my bed. I guess he has worn himself out running around like a mad thing. Mimi has gone outside so he can’t chase her at the moment. I have so much housework to do but extremely tired. I don’t know how I woke up so early after not sleeping until nearly 5am. The weather is quite warm which also may have woken me up. I’m sure the cats antics had a lot to do with me waking up at a stupid hour. He’s now asleep next to me and would not be happy if I woke him up. I haven’t done my university module in a few days. The whole week has gone quickly. Lockdown times obviously don’t drag as much as expected. I’m glad that I’m able to still go out for a walk otherwise that would be difficult. Luckily I’m not under the 12 week self isolate instructions. Autism doesn’t make me physically vulnerable to the virus. It doesn’t put me at high risk of complications. Our sentences will end at some point. In prison that was what everyone told each other to keep in their head. Our community restrictions by the virus outbreak will end. That has to be our focus in order to get through however long we are in this position. You’re going to have dark frustrating unpleasant days at certain points but you will get to the point of regaining freedom and some form of normality. The exact point of that scenario is undetermined at this point but it will come eventually.

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