I’m better today but still tired.

I woke up feeling better earlier this afternoon. I’m still quite tired but only got a runny nose now. I don’t even have a headache any longer. That’s a good thing as I’ve had one that’s lingered for weeks. I had to clean both litter trays today because when we got up the cats decided to chose a tray each to do their massive … . They have never done that before. The trays were due to be cleaned tomorrow anyway. I am now chilling on my bed with Mimi laying next to me. I feel a bit sick after dealing with that task. I found it hard to actually not feel exhausted in the middle of cleaning the litter trays. I also had to go out to the car for a bag of litter which seemed to feel much heavier than normal. I only feel exhausted now. The symptoms I had last night have gone. But this is what happened with my sore throat weeks ago. I’ve had jaw ache for weeks now which may have caused my headache. I don’t know why but I seem to pop out my jaw on one side occasionally. That is a normal part of my life. I can also pop out my toe too but I don’t due to how painful my muscles cramp around it. It’s hard to avoid popping out my jaw because I have to eat etc. I’m falling asleep so I need to log off now.

I’m trying not to be worried. I think coronavirus may have got me.

I thought that I had a cold over the last couple of weeks. I feel different tonight. I am finding it harder to breathe. I don’t quite have a cough yet but occasionally I am feeling like I need to cough. I can’t help but worry despite knowing that I have been careful. I’m not going to be able to go out for even a walk if I’ve got symptoms of the virus. I’ve had a headache for a week. Surely I wouldn’t have been able to go on a long walk today if the virus was about to unleash itself on me? I desperately need sleep but too worried to be able to get to sleep. I may have caught the virus just before we locked down. I’ve had a sore throat and felt achy for the last few weeks. They weren’t there all the time though. I don’t have a sore throat now. I ache all around my chest and around my back like a tight band. I feel like that tight band feeling is making breathing more of an effort. I could hear myself wheezing when trying to get to sleep. I don’t want to be one of those that gets severe symptoms. I’m hoping that I got it mildly otherwise I’m sure that I would have felt the symptoms weeks ago if that is when I caught it. I only went the supermarket and a few walks since this lockdown started. I had to go to get food and fresh air. I was careful but I still get symptoms. That isn’t fair when there have been loads gathering in parks who probably never contracted any of it.