24/12/2019 – Diary of a Painfully Shy Introvert Blog

I was awake most of the night due to things playing on my mind. It’s not like I don’t feel myself nodding off. I kept thinking about things I cannot repeat on here because it’s part of my private life. I’m sure that I’m probably worrying for no reason, however I’m just that type that lets things get to me. I will literally stay awake if I’m bugged by an issue. I can’t say anything on here officially yet until I’m sure about certain things. I have been kept awake all night by something being firmly stuck in my head. I can’t shake certain feelings off. I will know one way or the other soon but waiting isn’t a skill that comes easily to me. I get restless which means I just don’t settle enough to sleep much. I wish that my mind would quit being overactive. I don’t get to rest much due to my mind pinging from one thing to another repetitively.

It’s the little wins that are positive steps.

I fell asleep for a few hours during the night. I woke back up and then couldn’t sleep again but at least that will be more sleep in total if I fall asleep for a few hours before my alarm is set go off. I also saw a bit of daylight yesterday because I went … Continue reading

Probably shouldn’t have hexed someone else in anger.

I have had continuous bad luck today which got me thinking whether the hex I did on someone’s business plans got pinged back at me. There was the things I mentioned in my earlier post and when I got back I discovered that the seal on my hot water bottle cap had broken and soaked … Continue reading

Today has been ridiculous!

I went out to do a simple thing. I have told multiple people to shift out the way in my head and I have no shame about it. I was supposed to be home way before now. I can’t be the only one that is being inconvenienced by the network blackouts that are happening randomly. … Continue reading

Day: December 24, 2019

A hand drawn card from the team at Diary of a Painfully Shy Introvert Blog ….

Exhausted but woke up quite early :/