Finally free for a while! I’m doubting my writing skills when comparing it to others.

I thought that I would never finish the assignment for my OU module. It took longer to cut the word count down than I previously had planned. I hope that it gets easier because it was quite difficult. I’m trying not to be negative but I don’t think I will get a higher mark. This only accounts for 10% of the final module grade. The OU gives enough allowances for the first part of the module in case students don’t acquire the desired writing skills straight away. I always thought that I could write properly until I attempted this assignment. The formal language isn’t what comes naturally to me. Writing in Third person seems alien to me at the moment. I feel rather simple to some of the examples that former students have written. I’m inexperienced which makes me feel like a child in comparison. I know that some people will be reading this thinking that I’m short enough to be a child. I still don’t want to feel like my thoughts are childlike in comparison. That puts me at a disadvantage, like I cannot compete to the standards that has been set around me in any aspect of life. I may be able to catch up a little bit but I won’t ever fully get to an equal level. I’m all too much aware of my brain being different and damage from an accident as a child will always leave me behind. That is something that bugs me quite severely. I don’t want others to look down on me due to lacking in functionality areas. I work harder to make up for the shortfalls. I deserve to be seen as equal for the extra effort I put into many areas of weakness within my life. I just know that it won’t ever happen. I don’t like feeling inferior but I technically am…