I don’t know how I’m going to finally get proper sleep if I cannot stop feeling guilty about things. I feel responsible for certain things, even if it’s indirectly that still makes me guilty. I feel guilty that my mother is getting increasingly deaf. She lost her place at the hospital for her hearing problems… Read More The guilty feeling becomes intrusive.

I can’t fall asleep again. I feel lost tonight but I have no idea why. I’m feeling sick too. That is never going to lead to sleep. I am tired but can’t settle. I’m like this every single night. It has been quite severe the last few months. I started being awake at night and… Read More Sleep just isn’t happening tonight.

I managed to get some more of my tutor marked assignment done today. I slept in late but did enough to make sure that I finish it by the deadline. I just have to go over the answers and type my reference list. That doesn’t take as much effort as the parts I have already… Read More Slow progress but at least I’m getting somewhere.