Month: November 2019

  • I don’t think I will ever have a consistent sleep pattern.

    I haven’t been able to sleep all night. I gave up trying to sleep at 4am. I got a drink of water on the way back from the toilet. I haven’t drank water for a few days. I have been drinking tea and a Pepsi Max per day. I don’t drink enough water but I…

  • Supermarkets aren’t like they used to be….

    I’m not trying to get ASDA (not naming the location but it’s not the nearest to me) into trouble but I noticed something else rather wrong in their store today. I found a live insect in my raspberries a few months ago. I didn’t report it. I saw it as a one off because it…

  • Okay, my sleep pattern is still a mess.

    I still couldn’t sleep the whole night. I’m exhausted. I don’t feel well. I’m gaining weight at a stupid rate. I am totally ashamed at how large my thighs seem to be. I feel hungry but also sick. I got up after admitting defeat at about 4am. I took a cup of tea back to…

  • I can’t be the same any longer.

    I don’t feel well but at least I slept last night. I may have napped this morning due to having not caught up on a lot of sleep recently. I’m going to have to build myself back up to the point where I don’t miss that insomnia-stolen sleep. I need to change things for my…

  • Blog changes / Depression

    I have decided, after a discussion with my blog’s editor pet sloth, to revert back to the original name of this blog. Instead of ‘Musings of a Trainee Battleaxe’ it will now be ‘Diary of a Painfully Shy Introvert’. We need to leave the link as it is right now because I could lose most…