People just do not listen to what I try to explain to them. I have tried to convince others that I’m not what they assume but their refusal to understand autism, especially the PDA type is a huge barrier. I thought that by publishing my full story on the about em page would start to… Read More I don’t know why I bother.

I started bleeding again. I absolutely shouldn’t be on my monthly any longer. I’m not getting anything done properly when these things happen. I’ve got a TMA due for 11th December. If this kicks off to the point where I have to seek hospital treatment then I’m not going to get that done. I’ve only… Read More I am ill again 😦 It’s getting irritating….

I haven’t felt normal for a few months. I finally felt like I used to a long time ago after I woke up properly today. I felt like I was in a hole for a few months. I managed to do some housework without getting to the point of being exhausted. That isn’t something I’ve… Read More I’m doing much better than I have been recently 🙂

I posted the photos below on a few social network groups last night. I was just curious because intuitively I don’t feel that life will ever get better. I know that I’m doomed after someone told me be careful of fake friends. There is no way that I’m not going to be tripped up by… Read More Looks like my destiny is doomed 😦

I got 1 hour sleep last night. I woke up at 1am and just couldn’t get back to sleep. I have no hope in being pregnant now because of how much I was bleeding. That makes me angry all over again about my first pregnancy and losing my son to adoption. Others have gone on… Read More Sleep is impossible sometimes.

I have finally started to feel slightly better. I know what made the issues happen now. I think that I’m not going to be back to normal for a few days but I’m glad that it has improved. I can’t leave the house when it gets to that stage. I just want to warn other… Read More It’s been a tough few days. A warning to other women after a vitamin mistake.

I’m not feeling great today. I would get myself checked by the doctors but they aren’t helpful when it comes to these issues. I have been to see them several times and had many tests. I find it stressful trying to find out what’s wrong. I feel much better if I have a rest until… Read More Resting today.

I tell myself that I will not get stressed because it affects me quite severely. I read something the other night which infuriated me. I’m not a snow flake but I do not like to read about extremely awful people having been treated too softly by the criminal justice system. This is due to what… Read More I am affected too much by stress.

I think that the title of this entry spells out exactly how I feel. I actually fell asleep by half 11 tonight but then woke up at half past one in the morning and couldn’t get back to sleep. I feel depressed which doesn’t help when I’m feeling ill as well. I went to bed… Read More I would rather be dead.

I received my postal vote forms today. This one is for the town council and member of parliament elections. I have already mentioned that I support one of the potential candidates for the Hinckley and Bosworth area because he has been aiming for that position for years. He has always been seen in public and… Read More I’m constantly torn over particular things.