Disappointing day, nevertheless I’m not letting it get me down!

I am definitely not going to be having another child any time soon. I got my monthly today. I am quite disappointed about not getting pregnant. I won’t let it get me down because it was obviously not meant to be at this point. It wasn’t the best time due to starting my open university degree. It would have been something I’d have welcomed but by the looks of things right now it doesn’t want to happen. I’m obviously not as fertile as I used to be when I was younger. I got pregnant with my son on my first time. I know what to expect this time around. I can’t say that pregnancy is a pleasant experience because I had morning sickness (more like most of the day) from 6 weeks to about 34 weeks. I also know what I’m getting myself into this time due to previously having a baby. I don’t think I was ready for the reality the last time I had a child. I was 24 years old and extremely naïve about what I was potentially embarking upon. 

I woke up with a migraine. That wasn’t the nicest start to the day. Then the cat did their business in the litter tray which stunk out my flat. I really hate removing that sort of stuff from the litter tray even without having a migraine. They mostly go the toilet outside but I had all the windows shut which meant that they had to use the tray this morning. I can’t leave the window open as it gets colder. I’m about to end up with a worse migraine right now because my Mother likes to watch Strictly come dancing. It’s only the results show but I still don’t like it much. I can’t tell her not to not watch it because it’s her television and house. I never watch certain things while I’m at my own home.