I am not going to go into what went on tonight. I can honestly say that I don’t like dating or any of the stuff that is associated with that department. I don’t feel like I’m missing out because when I try that kind of thing I just don’t like it. I hated every single moment of it. I just want to be on my own. I can’t wait until morning when my guest goes home. I’m sleeping on the sofa after avoiding physical contact. The guest is asleep in my bed. It is just a huge mess that will need cleaning up in the morning. I wish that I had sent him home earlier. I’m not being mean. This is my personal space. I don’t like it when others move into that space. I can’t sleep because I don’t settle when others are in my home. I have to stay on my guard but also need to sleep off alcohol effects. I only had two pints of cider and my head is still a bit spinning. I can’t wait to have my personal space back.