Month: September 2019

I don’t want to be awake today because I’m in a lot of pain. I have taken something for it but it isn’t going away. I had to go out to get essentials like milk. I think that I got everything but I couldn’t wait to get back home due to feeling like my insides…

I am definitely not going to be having another child any time soon. I got my monthly today. I am quite disappointed about not getting pregnant. I won’t let it get me down because it was obviously not meant to be at this point. It wasn’t the best time due to starting my open university…

I only had 3 hours sleep this morning. I went for a long walk and managed to get quite a few things done. I managed to go for a walk before the rain got too heavy. However, driving home tonight was like being in a boat. There is so much water on the roads. I’m…

I have tried hard to sleep but I can’t switch off. I can’t say what is on my mind. I simply cannot go into this particular thing right now. I don’t want to jinx anything. I’m restless for a reason but I don’t think that being public about details is a good idea yet. I’m…

I have always wondered where my hair, curvy bits and some of my other features came from. It looks like I get these things from my origins. I am pale. I’m as white as someone can be who isn’t albino. I didn’t think I had black ancestry. I mostly came back European which is what…