I feel sick. I’m still awake at stupid hour watching Netflix. I overate today attempting to stick to a diet. I seem to eat more when I’m meant to be in on a diet. I’m really awful at trying to lose weight. I can do it by accident but if I’m trying I normally gain… Read More Awake at a stupid hour & stressful system.
I had a better day than I expected in the end. The hospital trip wasn’t so drawn out as I was expecting. We were in and out within an hour. I was back home by lunch time. I fell asleep watching Netflix this afternoon. I was relaxed and tired. This isn’t a good combination during… Read More Today wasn’t so bad.
I am literally just briefly popping on to post today. I haven’t got a lot of free time right now because I have to take my relative to another hospital appointment in the morning. I’m having to stay at their house due to the appointment being quite early. I don’t feel comfortable being here but… Read More Knitting and life in general updates.
I haven’t slept all night. I have a lot on my mind. The worse part is being tired but not sleeping. I feel tired but my brain doesn’t switch off enough for me to actually get to sleep. Unanswered questions about things that have happened bug me. I would be more settled if I knew… Read More Sometimes sleeping is impossible.
It took me 3 hours to clear out the spam from my email inbox today. I had thousands that had built up over months. I haven’t done a lot today. I went for a quiet walk but bumped into the carnival procession crowds in the town centre so I watched it go passed me and… Read More Emails everywhere!
I had to go for a few hours nap when I got home. I tried to stay awake but the lack of sleep I had last night caught up with me. The cats joined me (as usual). They’ve woken up for something to eat and gone back to sleep. I’ve had a bath, washed my… Read More I made it to the end of the day.
I only remember having approximately no more than two hours sleep. I was up by half seven to take my relative to their hospital appointment. The infirmary is far too big now. We got lost on the way out and my relative got angry at me because I was meant to be leading us back… Read More Stressful morning!
I don’t like staying the night away from home. I’m too anxious to sleep tonight. I have to stay where I’m driving from tomorrow. I’d rather be with the cats because I’m so used to them being at home with me. I don’t like leaving them over night either. I have fed them etc but… Read More Anxious. I want to go home so badly but I can’t.
I have woken up feeling really rough so forgive me if I’m a little brutal in the way that I write this post. I’m bloated and my hormones are making me feel completely depressed. I will be fine in a few days. This is ‘normal’ for me at this time every single month. On the… Read More Seriously, things can’t be done like this anymore.
I never heard anything from the letter I sent to my sons adoptive parents regarding the contact suggestion. I tried to be reasonable but it’s obvious that these people that adopted him (or stole him by proxy using the medium of a court) aren’t decent like I was led to believe. Plan A has well… Read More I tried to be reasonable but it didn’t work. Time for plan B to make my son part of my future life.