I found so many bits of book plot planning in notepads and on bits of paper while clearing out things. They all just never developed into anything but a few pages long. Those ideas weren’t good enough to fill a whole book. I have had many people tell me I’m good at writing but I’m doubtful of that when I can’t even flow ideas enough to fill a book. I’m having brain fog a lot right now which makes thinking in general quite difficult. I don’t know if it is the medication I have to take at certain times due to health issues. I have been on medication for a few days and felt like I’m in a haze or not really within myself. I drift off somewhere far away in my head. That isn’t as pleasant as it may sound. I don’t like feeling separated from myself. I like to be totally together because I can function better then. I’m also tired a lot anyway. This doesn’t help functioning in daily life. Everything just feels like such an uphill task. Writing a book is such a complex thing to do. It may look simple but when you start scribbling out ideas it becomes apparent that the storyline can’t be spread out into a book. The annoying part of this inability to write a book issue is the fact that I previously wrote and self published a book as a teenager. I’m now in my early thirties but I’m finding it impossible at this age. If anyone wants to read my previous book, it’s available from lulu.com: Tortured Soul: A Female Aspie’s Story. It is Part I but at times like this I worry there’s never going to be a Part II.