Month: August 2019

I’m not going to mention specific names here but this is addressed to all those that let me down in the past. Congratulations to the achievement of creating a broken person from all the lack of support, false recorded information and assuming things about me that wasn’t true basically due to not understanding my condition.…

I made an effort to get up earlier than normal (well before the afternoon anyway). I just don’t care about anything today. I barely want to even eat. I just want to sleep and be on my own all day. I’ve been out to get a few things earlier before it started raining. I’ve still…

I can’t sleep right now. I feel exhausted but I’m too restless. I keep having dreams due to my past. Guilt is consuming me far too much. Other dreams are parts of my past technically  haunting me. I don’t want that to be a regular experience because I don’t get no proper sleep. I’m constantly…

I know that going out and doing things is what people consider normal life. I go out but I don’t feel comfortable with socialising after things that have happened in my life. That is my personal choice. I am myself and I can’t be anyone that others want me to be. I can’t enjoy going…

I don’t want to go into too much information here but my monthly is three days late. I have an app on my iPhone that tracks them. It has successfully predicted the precise day I started my monthly for as long as I’ve owned this phone. I am bloated which is what normally happens before…