I normally want to go for a walk after a few days of not having been for one. However, I don’t want to even move today. I have been out to my reflexology appointment (once a month now to help with hormones etc). I had the best intentions to come back and do housework, more… Read More I just don’t want to move far today. Brain says no.
I have made a start to adding products to the Villanelle store. The link is http://villanelle.mozello.co.uk . I haven’t had time to make that many items yet because I didn’t have the time. I couldn’t make anything in my flat until I had sorted out the clutter that was completely in the way of trying… Read More I’ve started adding products to my Villanelle store! And I do need medication.
I developed my issues because of the desire to have friends. Well, this means my issues are now fixed. I am done with that desire completely. This is due to how I was treated and losing everything I valued due to people seeing me as too interested. Then getting the wrong idea and reporting me… Read More I’m over my issues.
I know that I said a few weeks ago about not really being bothered in regards to being ‘heavier’ when it comes to how much I weigh right now. I keep looking at myself thinking that what I see in the mirror is not what I actually want to be. I’d rather be smaller and… Read More This weight is not ‘me’.
This isn’t going to be a long entry because I am trying to type this on my iPhone above my head with my swollen leg up on a pillow on the arm of my sofa. I’m hoping that the pesky fluid that has been hanging around my knee will drain as it’s been sore all… Read More Odd day :S Long day…
I thought that in time the pain of my past experiences would eventually disappear or at least small enough to be able to function. It turns out that the intensity never goes away. I haven’t felt the same since my baby son’s forced adoption. I’m told by others that have been through the same experience… Read More I can’t be here anymore.
I have to bite my tongue to a certain degree and I can’t give too many identifying details about what I am angry about because this rant could be potentially used against me. Neurotypicals are beyond infuriating. I am very wound up but I’m not going to say what I’m thinking. Those of you that… Read More Neurotypicals are infuriating!
I was trying to have a quiet drive home when I drove through the red lights in town (the one’s that get stuck quite a lot). I took a chance in front of a cop car so they decided to pull me over. I didn’t see anything coming around the corner so I took a… Read More Ugh… I have just had enough right now.
I finally managed to get a few hours sleep. I needed that because my eyes were sore this morning after a night of no sleep. I felt really wound up the whole of last night. I had about 3 hours sleep during today after waking up at lunch time. I now own the number plate… Read More Overwhelmed, but at least I got a few hours sleep.
I haven’t slept all night because I’m so stressed about having to go back to court for the application by probation to delete unpaid work requirement on the community order. I literally feel ill just thinking about it. I’ve tried to stay out of trouble. I still get told I have to return to a… Read More Stressed 😦 Sleep impossible and migraines.