Month: June 2019

  • I am reconsidering my options. Is a degree really something I want to do?

    I know that others probably think that giving up on my original plans isn’t the right choice. However, I feel that the idea of doing a University degree even, through the Open Uni, isn’t something I want to do any longer. If I don’t manage to get the other student loan written off on a…

  • I honestly just can’t right now.

    I feel completely exhausted. I’m constantly feeling like I just want to sleep all the time. I only went out to do things for a few hours. I am now nearly falling asleep. I am living in a chaotic mess because I haven’t had the energy to tidy up on a daily basis. I take…

  • Yes, I have been quiet. And, Twiddlemuff…

    I am aware that I’ve been quiet for the last few days. I was knitting my Twiddlemuff for the NHS appeal https://hgs.uhb.nhs.uk/wp-content/uploads/twiddlemuffs.pdf . This is the link I have just googled for information about an appeal but I think that they are requiring these garments in several areas around the country. This other link relates…

  • I can’t do this anymore… seriously!

     I missed my GP appointment yesterday because I overslept. It was 3pm! I’m kept awake by nightmares and when I finally fall asleep I find it hard to get up for anything that I have in regards to appointments etc. I was literally sleeping mostly during the day last week, I was practically nocturnal. I…

  • Autistic Pride Day – Do I have pride? Hmmm.

    It’s officially Autistic Pride Day. I am not going to make my contribution all about the positive side of autism. There are some of us that have never seen our autism issues positively. This is a day that all sides should be aired because we all live different reality with varying autistic traits. As I…