I had to go home earlier from my relatives than I planned today. This was due to not really being in a great frame of mind because of today being Mother’s Day. I just feel emotionally drained. I didn’t want to wake up today. Even when I was awake I wanted to just go back… Read More Mother’s Day was emotionally crippling.
I wear pinky-red tinged glasses to control sensory overload from lights etc. Since I’ve started wearing them I have had mixed reactions. I don’t think wearing them in court the day that I got sentenced to Prison was a wise decision. The magistrates looked at me worse than they have previously done when I wasn’t… Read More Sensory ‘Sensitivity’ Glasses
I have had a busy week. I got a lot of things done today. The windows are now clean (not been done in six months, barely could see through them). There is more light in here now. I went for a short walk after getting up late. I ate a whole Easter Egg after I… Read More Productive week finally finished.
Many of you may have noticed that I haven’t posted for a few days. I have been busy. I normally post daily but I just haven’t had the time. I’ve been online but not really enough to post a blog entry. I’m honestly exhausted but I am starting to get some energy back. I managed… Read More I have recovered but not completely.
I was late for my appointment by half an hour today. That isn’t something I normally do. I literally didn’t remember that I had an appointment until I got a text reminding me. I am never normally that bad at remembering things. I was just exhausted at the end of last week so that didn’t… Read More Late and disorganised! Trying to solve the Cat’s mystery illness.
I get absolutely fed up of being made to feel ‘below others’ because of being different (on the spectrum). I have the same abilities/potential as other people that aren’t on the spectrum. I don’t like being made to feel that I’m not good enough. I’m just never taken seriously. I only get taken seriously when… Read More Some other things that bug me when it comes to others. Autistic vs. Neurotypical society.
I have only popped on tonight because this week has been a little bit mad and I’m heading for an earlier night (not much though). I really feel that we are living in complete chaos and conflict at this moment in time. Brexit is fuelling a vast amount of hate in the UK between different… Read More Autism ‘Industry’ becoming a scary reality, alongside the impact of how Autistic people and those with mental health issues are treated.
I’ve been to the knitting group today. I didn’t want to go but I forced myself to get out. I’m actually getting the hang of knitting now… slightly. I’m starting my open university undergraduate law degree in October 2019. I registered my interest today. I just have to get student finance sorted. I’m getting a… Read More I’m making positive steps. 🙂
The day began on a positive note. I got the parcel that had gone walkies for a few weeks. I’ve got it charging up via USB hoping that it works by tonight. It was basically a nightlight which has a white light to read etc and then colours which you can change to create the… Read More Today has been a ‘trying’ day.
It is quite annoying when people can actually notice that I’m on the painkillers due to how bloated they make me. I don’t have many left. I know that my body can take the end of the pack and then I’m giving them up because I’m strong enough to do that nearly. I know that… Read More I know my own body. I can do this fight one last time.