Only those of us lower down take responsibility for anything.

I’ve had enough experience of those in higher positions getting away with anything that they wish and letting us below take the blame. Therefore, I am highly doubtful that the investigations happening at the local university will result in anything in regards to justice for anyone that was involved in the bullying and various dodgy stuff that has been going on over the last 8 ish years. I’d like justice to be done for those that have been wronged and myself but apparently the higher ups are already trying to cover their tracks in regards to stopping things being discovered. Those that are still under non-disclosure agreements can’t legally submit evidence because this would break those contracts resulting in negative consequences for them. I’d love to help but I don’t know how I can do that right now. I wasn’t at the University for long because of what happened to me. I still care because it’s the type of person that I am.

I’m still dealing with the fallout from what happened there. I will have to attend another Court hearing to get the unpaid work order removed on health grounds. That’s stressful because I don’t have any idea when it will be and I don’t want to really go in front of the Court. I am told it isn’t an option not to attend because they will certainly not cancel the unpaid work requirement if I don’t present myself. I am going to probation days and have attended all of them. I’ve been on courses via them and am now receiving counselling through probation. I’ve worked hard but I cannot participate in work right now due to my anxiety and PTSD symptoms. This has been caused by my son’s forced adoption and then what the University did to me. The fact that we cannot leave the area for a break on community service also makes the requirement totally inappropriate for someone with this type of Autism. I got far too stressed out when I wasn’t able to leave the area for a break from others. The restraining order that materialised due to their actions causing me to retaliate is indefinite which means forever. I take responsibility for retaliating and saying the things via email that I did because at the time I thought it was the right thing to do. I wish that I hadn’t done it but I was angry and felt very let down. If I’d have known the full extent to what went on behind the scenes within the University I’d not have attacked the other person involved as it looks like individuals and groups have been played off against each other many times there.

We are the ones that continue to pay for it. Those that were bullying and doing the dodgy things within the University will just leave their positions and move onto something else where they will continue behaving in the way they were at that University. They won’t get anything put on their records if they’ve left their positions before or if the investigation happens to uncover anything. They’ve caused permanent damage to the lives of myself and others due to their actions. However, they’ll not ever be held responsible for that damage and then continue to destroy others lives elsewhere wherever they end up next. We shouldn’t allow this to happen but this is normally the case in organisations. I’ve seen it so many times and ended up having lies put on my record for calling out powerful people in this locality when I was younger. There is a lot of corruption that has gone on in this local area and it has always resulted in the perpetrators not paying for the things that they have done. The victims are normally the ones that are made to suffer and get things put on their records which stop them from having a career etc.