I have made the decision to access all my records in the entire system (social services, NHS, schools etc). In this current stalker awareness climate with all the media coverage on the television I need to prove that I am not like those that are shown on those programmes. I am not capable of most… Read More I have to take a brave step.

I was unable to sleep again last night. I just cannot stop worrying after things that have happened. I just live my life fearful of people now. I feel absolutely horrendous today because I’m extremely tired. I had an appointment that wasn’t optional this morning. I am just not able to cancel it because its… Read More Barely slept and woke up feeling horrendous.