Month: January 2019

I can’t even type a blog entry tonight. I just have no ideas whatsoever. I shut my brain down for a rest today and now it’s worked a little too well. I can’t really concentrate on anything. I think I’m just emotionally worn out to the point that my brain isn’t wanting to think. I…

I would appreciate some space. I am aware that people are used to me being online to talk on a daily basis. This is just something I simply cannot do right now. I’m not being mean by ignoring messages. I need my own space and to feel like I’m able to chill out in peace.…

I’m fine on my own. It is far too late for me to get proper help now. I’m starting counselling next week but I’m pretty much given up at this point. I have lost everything in my life that I valued. Most of my life is irreparable. It’s far too late to get everything back…

I actually woke up in a depressed mood today. I didn’t have a lot of sleep though because I kept waking up. That is just as bad as not sleeping. I had to get up earlier today due to the plumber coming to service/fix the boiler. I felt like going back to sleep this morning.…

I’ve been not as productive as I’ve made out to people around me this week. I haven’t done half of those things that I’d said I had when asked about it. I did some things but only the absolute minimum. I went for a walk today because I needed to order my medication and get…