This is me right now.

I would appreciate some space. I am aware that people are used to me being online to talk on a daily basis. This is just something I simply cannot do right now. I’m not being mean by ignoring messages. I need my own space and to feel like I’m able to chill out in peace. I am fully understanding but this is about how I feel on a personal level. I’m extremely tired a lot. I have got to the point where I am affected quite badly from things I’ve experienced. The cheerful mask I put on is getting harder to do as I get more outwardly unable to hide things. I’m emotionally numb right now in an attempt to just have a rest from all that has hurt me.