System changes cannot happen if anyone ‘helping’ is on both sides of alliances.

I have noticed far too many people continually swapping sides from the system to the people who have been screwed over by the system. That is definitely not an option if we ever do truly want changes. This is technically reckless behaviour. I’ve seen it time and time again. It just doesn’t work even if you’re the best actor in the world. You have to chose your alliances. It is either the systems interests or the interests of those that have been failed by that system. I’m not promoting division but when you’re fighting the systems brutal ways there is no room for split-loyalty. I want the help that I need for my issues because they’re affecting my life quite severely but I could NEVER work for the system after the things I’ve been through. The system caused me so much pain throughout my life. Those of us that are different will get let down by the system until more and more of us fight back. There is strength in numbers but we cannot be swapping sides when we feel like we’d be better off on the opposite side.

I’m not pleased that I got sent screen shots of someone’s social network profile sent to me. It is common knowledge that we do not like each other. I also can’t care about things they’re doing because they don’t give a sh*t about me. That was obvious when they sent me to Prison. I’d give anything for things to be different but I cannot change their mind. I tried my hardest to do that and got majorly burnt for that. 

I’m just a retarded adult who won’t amount to anything. The system has destroyed me and my life is never going to go anywhere due to the affects the systems actions has had on me. Those screenshots could have triggered my PTSD symptoms because of the things that the other person did to me. I’ve had an anxiety riddled Christmas period without the added triggers on top. I’m tired of how things remain too. I wish that it would change but it’s not down to just me. I’m not the one putting obstacles in the way. That is down to the other person to sort out. And lets face it… this retard is not something that anyone would want because I’m useless. 

13 thoughts on “System changes cannot happen if anyone ‘helping’ is on both sides of alliances.

    1. I don’t remember her name in there but I was busy fighting for my son at the time. Take it up with a guy called Warren marris because he told me it. I had more important things happening in my own life than to remember names in those groups. Fight it out with the guy who told me.

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  1. Some people are shits; the end. Pretty much. They’ve always been a part of humankind for reasons that elude me and probably always will, though those reasons elude me. The person who sent you the screenies: I could analyse that and comment about it but I’ve observed that more well-adjusted people almost without thinking will see that sort of thing as a big warning sign and not interact with them further which I think is why they have a much easier time of it.

    And you’re not a bad person or a “retard” or anything. You fight to do the right thing where others won’t, however hard the fight and you obviously want what’s best for others too. Though you can’t win ’em all you are a survivor and you don’t give up.

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      1. I understand that it’s awful having that sort of thing maligning you and we often can’t stop thinking about something like that because lolautism and other stuff we’ve endured in our lives; but at the same time I can also see that you’re burning yourself out with a problem that doesn’t have a solution because I don’t think it’s going to happen, certainly not by appealing to the better natures of people who don’t possess them. I’m not saying to abandon all hope but I think you may need to put this on the back burner and deploy your energies elsewhere. And yeah, I am kinda facepalming at myself because of the implication that it’s an easy choice to make.

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  2. Sending messages then blocking people doesn’t help. Posting vile likes doesn’t help. I’ve messaged warren. In the meantime get rid of this before the police are called

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    1. I have told Warren to comment to own up to what he said so that it was proof I hadn’t made up what I heard. I never sent you any vile messages. I was trying to explain something to you. I generally thought that the way people treated each other was how some of my family had treated me. I didn’t know the difference because that is all I ever experienced. I didn’t know that it was abusive treatment because I grew up thinking that people treated each other that way.

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  3. I didn’t say you sent ME a vile message; just a message. And then blocked me. And then you’ve blocked me here. You clearly do not want a dialogue. Your choice. It’s been explained why the injunction cannot be dropped and this is a prime example of why. Vile accusations that are life-destroying. You seem unable to leave her alone. You will end up back in prison if you don’t deal with this. Stop harassing her.

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    1. I don’t like dialogue with you lot because it never ends up pleasant. I haven’t even messaged her since I came out of Prison. I’m not asking for a million pounds just an order to be lifted I’m retarded so I still can’t see why it’s not possible. She could help me by doing this one thing. She helps everyone else and somehow I’m undeserving. This blog is run to increase awareness and acceptance of autism and pathological demand avoidance so that no one has to go through what previous generations have gone through.

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  4. RIGHT! NOW I FINALLY HAVE TIME… I AM GETTING THIS RIGHT OUT IN.THE BASTARD OPEN AS I HAVE HAD JUST ABOUT ENOUGH OF ALL OF YOU!!!

    Em, Based on what was at the time VERY LIMITED INFORMATION… Yeah, I DID think this person was part of those groups… to this day, as almost all of us in them used Pseudonyms because we were scared of Social Services Spies, I still stand by that… BUT I NEVER 100% CONFIRMED IT WAS WHO YOU KEEP TALKING ABOUT – AND I REMIND YOU EM… I NEVER DELETE MESSAGES SO I CAN PROVE I NEVER SAID 100% IT WAS THE SAME PERSON…

    Since getting out of those groups, I see them far clearer now… their is way to much paranoia in those groups… no one really knows anyone – and it’s easy to be mistaken when you don’t have all the facts to work with… and back when Em first started speaking to me about all this, she NEVER gave me this oersons full name… That did not come until a lot later!

    NOW, FOR THE GOD DAMN REST OF YOU… ITS TIME YOU F**KING LISTENED!!!

    RESTRAINING ORDERS WORK BOTH F**KING WAYS… EM IS NOT ALLOWED TO CONTACT, BADGER, HARASS OR BE ANYWHERE NEAR THE PERSON CONCERNED… AND THE SAME IS TRUE THE OPPOSITE WAY – THIS INCLUDES BY PROXY… IN OTHER WORDS, STOP F**KING COMMENTING ON HER DAMN BLOG!!!!

    ALL YOU END UP DOING IS MAKING THINGS WORSE… EM WANTS THIS RESTRAINING ORDER GONE, YOU LOT OBVIOUSLY THINK IT SHOULD STAY…

    SO EM, ONCE AGAIN… SHUT THE HE UP ABOUT THIS PERSON OR THE BLOODY ORDER HAS TO STAY! ITS THAT DAMN SIMPLE! THIS PERSON DOES NOT WANT YOU… GET OVER IT!

    AND THE REST OF YOU IMBECILLES, YOU WANT THIS CRAP TO STOP – STOP F**KING COMMENTING… THE MORE YOU STRIKE AT HER, THE MORE SHE IS GOING TO CARRY ON, THE MORE SHE FEELS JUSTIFIED I HER ANGER…

    YOU ARE NOT HELPING THE PERSON YOU ARE ALL TRYKNG TO PROTECT, YOU ARE IN FACT MAKING LIFE HARDER!!!

    THE RESTRAINING ORDER IS INDEFINATE… AND YOU ARE BOUND BY IT TOO – DO NOT COMMENT TO EM, DO NOT POST ON THIS BLOG, DO NOT COMMUNICATE WITH HER OR BY PROXY YOU ARE IN FACT BREACHING THE ORDER FROM THE OPPOSITE SIDE… THIS IS LAW PEOPLE! LEARN IT!

    LET EM BLOG WHATEVER SHE DAMN WELL WANTS, IF IT HELPS HER HEAD… GOOD! BLOGS ARE JUST ONLINE DIARIES AND WE ALL KNOW DIARIES ARE FULL OF SHIT!

    I DO NOT WANT TO HAVE TO BE DRAGGED INTO THIS MIRE OF SHIT AGAIN… ALL OF YOU NEED TO PULL YOUR DAMN NECKS IN AND GET THINGS STRAIGHT…

    YOU ARE ALL SERIAL HARRASSERS! ALL OF YOU ARE NOW A PROBLEM AND YOU NEED TO SORT YOUR DAMN SHIT OUT!!!

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