I have noticed far too many people continually swapping sides from the system to the people who have been screwed over by the system. That is definitely not an option if we ever do truly want changes. This is technically reckless behaviour. I’ve seen it time and time again. It just doesn’t work even if you’re the best actor in the world. You have to chose your alliances. It is either the systems interests or the interests of those that have been failed by that system. I’m not promoting division but when you’re fighting the systems brutal ways there is no room for split-loyalty. I want the help that I need for my issues because they’re affecting my life quite severely but I could NEVER work for the system after the things I’ve been through. The system caused me so much pain throughout my life. Those of us that are different will get let down by the system until more and more of us fight back. There is strength in numbers but we cannot be swapping sides when we feel like we’d be better off on the opposite side.
I’m not pleased that I got sent screen shots of someone’s social network profile sent to me. It is common knowledge that we do not like each other. I also can’t care about things they’re doing because they don’t give a sh*t about me. That was obvious when they sent me to Prison. I’d give anything for things to be different but I cannot change their mind. I tried my hardest to do that and got majorly burnt for that.
I’m just a retarded adult who won’t amount to anything. The system has destroyed me and my life is never going to go anywhere due to the affects the systems actions has had on me. Those screenshots could have triggered my PTSD symptoms because of the things that the other person did to me. I’ve had an anxiety riddled Christmas period without the added triggers on top. I’m tired of how things remain too. I wish that it would change but it’s not down to just me. I’m not the one putting obstacles in the way. That is down to the other person to sort out. And lets face it… this retard is not something that anyone would want because I’m useless.