We haven’t quite gone into 2019 yet in the UK. We have a few minutes before we reach next year. Happy New Year to the Countries that have already entered next year. I’m hoping that it will be much better than 2018 and many previous years. I haven’t had much luck and things have just… Read More Happy New Year! Hopefully 2019 is better than 2018. Reviewing my successes and failures.

I am literally falling asleep at the keyboard. I didn’t sleep at all last night. I managed to get a few bits done this morning until the vacuum cleaners malfunctioned again. I popped down the Supermarket for no more than an hour to get a few bits. I then came back to a card for… Read More Lack of proper sleep again / Sorting out my clothes.

Firstly, some of the blog posts have been deleted because of others objecting to me mentioning things on here. Secondly, my Twitter and Facebook profile is now set to friends only. That doesn’t mean that others have permission to freely add me. If I say no then it’s a no you cannot add me. I… Read More I’ve made a few changes on here. And ATU’s (Autistic Treatment Unit) experience.

I can’t sleep because quite honestly I am absolutely fed up of people turning out to be shits. I’m not lying but I don’t have the full facts due to being kept in the dark about everything that has gone on behind my back. I can’t talk to anyone because I’m afraid of getting accused… Read More I can’t sleep. I feel soul destroyed right now.

I didn’t sleep until 6am because I was talking to several people online. I then didn’t wake up until about 4pm. I totally forgot the doctors appointment that I had this afternoon. That is the 3rd time I’ve missed an appointment which could mean they ask me to find a new GP. I’m hoping that… Read More Disastrous day 😦

I’ve had enough of people telling me to be grateful for what I have and announcing to me that others have it worse. At least I’m not blind… I’m blind in one eye. I cannot see out of my left eye properly because the connections never developed. I have a home yes but several times… Read More Be grateful for what you have comments…

I have noticed far too many people continually swapping sides from the system to the people who have been screwed over by the system. That is definitely not an option if we ever do truly want changes. This is technically reckless behaviour. I’ve seen it time and time again. It just doesn’t work even if… Read More System changes cannot happen if anyone ‘helping’ is on both sides of alliances.

I can sleep for hours and still wake up tired. It is getting annoying. I never get anything done. The state of my flat is quite messy and needs a clean but because I’m sleeping they never get done. I made it worse earlier today by popping in my flat with dirty shoes on to… Read More I’m tired of being tired… and yes that is a thing.

I went out earlier today only to discover that I had forgotten my purse. I had to drive ten minutes back to my home to get it before I could get petrol and bits that I needed from the Supermarket. I have such a dumb brain sometimes. I cannot stand being forgetful. I don’t like… Read More Durr brained day!

I’ve had many people comment on the fact that I shouldn’t be depressed because everything is starting to go better for me. It doesn’t change what happened to me. I still have the nightmares and can’t sleep. I’m still denied the help that I keep on asking the system for time and time again. I’m… Read More Depression is not a choice. There is such a word as can’t… that saying was wrong in this modern day system.