I need certain things to happen because I’m affected that badly.

I am aware that people think I’m probably being ridiculous. There will be friends of mine thinking I am safer not getting someone to change the situation. I understand the concern but I can handle the other person after what they’ve put me through. I’m badly affected by things staying as they are currently. I don’t want to upset anyone but I’m suffering and this isn’t fair on me.

If the other person isn’t working at the University any more then there is more ability for them to sort out the order etc. For instance, take off the order and go to those that are in control of convictions or even just the court to take off my unpaid work and extra rar (probation rehab) days. I’ve well and truly paid my dues and things being the way they are right now is affecting my daily life. I’ve been punished several times over for not being ‘normal’. I’ve learned my lesson. I need things ended and made okay for my own wellbeing. I didn’t chose to have the PDA form of Autism. I even am not angry at the other person involved because it’s not their fault that we got off on the wrong foot. If they truly have no ill feelings towards me then they should easily be able to do that for me. They don’t work at a certain place any more and we may not be able to stand each other as friends but staying like this isn’t good. I deserved to go to Prison. I’ve learned from that and I do have more self control now. I thank them for that but please can things be changed because I’ve been punished enough…

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