I just don’t want to eat much. I’m fed up with others asking me if I get hungry. No I don’t because the thought of putting weight on puts me off that feeling. I’m not feeling up to eating either. I can’t be bothered to cook while I’m feeling this depressed. I can barely do… Read More I don’t like food. I don’t want to get fat!

I really need the support before I go down any further because I do not want to reach breakdown point. I can feel myself going that way. I feel like I’m clinging onto the edge between sanity and complete breakdown. I need the help that I can only access by getting a PDA label. I… Read More I cannot have my diagnosis delayed anymore.

I have heard time and time again how someone helped many other people. Changed their lives for the better etc. But they ruined my life. This makes me question what is so bad about me that I deserve to be treated in the way that I have been? Maybe I have an evil soul or… Read More Playing on my mind over and over again.