I gave notice on my voluntary art/creative project job today. I am waiting to hear back about my Maths class. I will keep doing it if I don’t have to keep attending class. I’m not getting it at their pace. I can do it but they go too fast when I haven’t understood it. I… Read More Quit everything today. I’m not feeling well.

This morning I have realised that I cannot fight my addiction. I used to be in control and could dip in and out of taking painkillers when I felt that my body needed a break (really unpleasant things happen at that point which I won’t go into here). I can’t this time. I can’t stop… Read More I can’t fight the addiction anymore.