I was enthusiastic to go out this morning until I got up to get ready. I decided that I wasn’t ready. I have a migraine too which isn’t helping. I am getting better but it’s varying from day to day. One day I could wake up and feel able to do things. Then the next… Read More I didn’t do my plans today. I’m getting better but it varies.
I had some wash in hair dye left over so I decided to put it in my hair for Halloween. I’m off out tomorrow to the knitting group thing but I cannot remember how to knit. I just felt like getting out again because I’m starting to gain weight due to not going out a… Read More Halloween hair 🙂 And I can be myself at this time of year!
I got up at an early hour to get the cat into the Vets because her teeth are playing up. She’s got to go back for dental work next month. I need to take Mister to see the nurse at the Vets later this week because his claws are so long that they are like… Read More Up stupidly early and hate the cold weather!
I just don’t want to eat much. I’m fed up with others asking me if I get hungry. No I don’t because the thought of putting weight on puts me off that feeling. I’m not feeling up to eating either. I can’t be bothered to cook while I’m feeling this depressed. I can barely do… Read More I don’t like food. I don’t want to get fat!
I really need the support before I go down any further because I do not want to reach breakdown point. I can feel myself going that way. I feel like I’m clinging onto the edge between sanity and complete breakdown. I need the help that I can only access by getting a PDA label. I… Read More I cannot have my diagnosis delayed anymore.
I have heard time and time again how someone helped many other people. Changed their lives for the better etc. But they ruined my life. This makes me question what is so bad about me that I deserve to be treated in the way that I have been? Maybe I have an evil soul or… Read More Playing on my mind over and over again.
I’m fed up of feeling tired and ill all the time. I’ve lost my spark to the point I can barely bring myself to do housework when required. I am depressed even on anti depressants. It is the worse feeling to not want each day to come because I don’t want to participate in life… Read More I still feel just as crap. Depression is sticking to me like a little demon.
After the freak helicopter crash outside the King Power Stadium tonight I feel like we should reflect on life. I’m not religious. Anyone that knows me will know that I think religion is just a cause of conflict. However, incidences like what happened tonight and all that is going on in the world illustrates how… Read More Reflecting before trying to get to sleep.
I have just heard news which I actually found out is totally true and I’m so gutted because I feel responsible. I also don’t want any more hate thrown at me because I don’t feel too great due to personal things at the moment. I didn’t want someone else to lose their job despite what… Read More I feel even more sh*t now.
I was watching the news earlier today. I saw the part about the child sexual abuse scandal in Nottingham. It was only a matter of time before the victims of the abusers made everything come out in the open. There has been widespread abuse going on in the system for many years. I’m not from… Read More Everything has started to come out now…