Month: September 2018

I asked my probation officer if there was anything that they could do about me being too anxious for unpaid work. They’ve suspended me until they’ve decided what they’re going to do. If it goes back to court they’ll have to suggest the judge or magistrates’ replace it with an alternative. I have until the…

I have literally not slept all night. I am exhausted but restless at the same time. I’m very afraid that I won’t convince my GP that I’m ill enough mentally to get them to provide evidence that I’m in no fit state to do community service placement. I feel like I’m climbing up the walls…

I’m stressed out because I’ve had so much to sort out today. I had to hand paperwork in to my doctors to be able to make appointments online. I have made one for tomorrow because I need to try to get the doctor on my side if I am to back up that I’m in…

I’m in a lot of pain tonight. I am bloated because of my girly stuff. The whole of my lower back is hurting and I went dizzy so I’m most likely anaemic again. I’ve been trying to eat more but I don’t want to gain too much weight on. I sometimes don’t feel like even…

I have blocked a load of people that I no longer want to be friends with as I do not like their energies or they make me feel uncomfortable. I would like to say it’s me not you just so that no one’s feelings get hurt. I’ve gone ahead and ghosted them and I feel…